So, it's been a while since I have been single and living alone. And the world is now unfolding in front of me. I now see the pros of being single and I am so happy with enlisting those that I do not see the cons part of it.
I have realized that I do not need a guy to drunk text. I do not need a guy/anyone to be around to be around to drink/smoke/have fun. I am very capable of enjoying myself to the hilt without being taken care of.
I have grown into the fact that I can spend time on my own.There are zillion things to do and I can do all of them alone. I think if you are an independent and strong woman there is hardly anything that you cannot do alone.
I have grown up to realize that I do not need support in life. I do not need 'emotional support' or a shoulder to cry on. I support myself the best anyway.
I don't need a guy to touch me, to love me to make me feel beautiful. I am beautiful in my own way. I am happy and content the way I am. Gone are the days when I used to wear the clothes 'he' liked and looked 'beautiful' for him. I don't think anyone has set any standards for 'beautiful' anyway. You look beautiful when you are happy with yourself. I am happy with myself and hence I think I look really beautiful in a sports bra and shorts maybe or even a really long and loose T-shirt with hair all messed up. I look beautiful to me and that's all matters.
I have decided to enjoy every moment of my life and live every moment to the fullest. Because I can and I want to. I am going to spend as much money as required to have my share of fun. I party my weekends away and smoke away my concerts because I can and it suits me well. I like to have fun and I always will. There is no stopping me and, certainly, am not answerable to anyone. It's all about how I want to live my life and none else has a say in it.
I am totally at peace with myself. I have found my center. I do not care a shit about what others think of me of my actions. I am in complete control of my actions and desires. My emotions don't overpower me. I have super clear thoughts and I know what I want. A few months ago, I was afraid of not getting what I wanted... but that thought no more scares me. I am so at peace with myself and my thoughts and my desires that I know what I want but achieving or not achieving what I want no longer affects me in any way. #mebecool
The funny part is... I am not even afraid of being stopped because I am in complete control of myself and only I control my gears.
The following picture is the best depiction of my current thought and mood -
I have realized that I do not need a guy to drunk text. I do not need a guy/anyone to be around to be around to drink/smoke/have fun. I am very capable of enjoying myself to the hilt without being taken care of.
I have grown into the fact that I can spend time on my own.There are zillion things to do and I can do all of them alone. I think if you are an independent and strong woman there is hardly anything that you cannot do alone.
I have grown up to realize that I do not need support in life. I do not need 'emotional support' or a shoulder to cry on. I support myself the best anyway.
I don't need a guy to touch me, to love me to make me feel beautiful. I am beautiful in my own way. I am happy and content the way I am. Gone are the days when I used to wear the clothes 'he' liked and looked 'beautiful' for him. I don't think anyone has set any standards for 'beautiful' anyway. You look beautiful when you are happy with yourself. I am happy with myself and hence I think I look really beautiful in a sports bra and shorts maybe or even a really long and loose T-shirt with hair all messed up. I look beautiful to me and that's all matters.
I have decided to enjoy every moment of my life and live every moment to the fullest. Because I can and I want to. I am going to spend as much money as required to have my share of fun. I party my weekends away and smoke away my concerts because I can and it suits me well. I like to have fun and I always will. There is no stopping me and, certainly, am not answerable to anyone. It's all about how I want to live my life and none else has a say in it.
I am totally at peace with myself. I have found my center. I do not care a shit about what others think of me of my actions. I am in complete control of my actions and desires. My emotions don't overpower me. I have super clear thoughts and I know what I want. A few months ago, I was afraid of not getting what I wanted... but that thought no more scares me. I am so at peace with myself and my thoughts and my desires that I know what I want but achieving or not achieving what I want no longer affects me in any way. #mebecool
The funny part is... I am not even afraid of being stopped because I am in complete control of myself and only I control my gears.
The following picture is the best depiction of my current thought and mood -
